Alcoholic.

as i sit back and reclude
and dig deep into my mind
i give some of my thought
because i only think in lines
one after another
but these lines you couldn't sniff
if you feel me, you're usin hands
if you smell me you took a wiff
so come wit me n take a hit
to my level you're just a blip
if you're used to rockin boats
get ready to rock a ship
we gone rock til it tips
and then we'll really be rollin
big or small numbers
i'm always in the middle like a colon
surround myself with time
if it's slippin or it's wasted
i suppose it is the music
cause every morning i gotta face it
if it was poison i would taste it
and i'm sure i'd probably like it
mental urges and temptations
i've no desire to fight it
so my style is free
because there's nothin holdin me back
drinkin til im sinkin
or until light fades to black
until i drown into a lap
i always clown and make em laugh
some have them on their shoulders
i got my devil under the cap.

Random thoughts that rhyme

drop me off of the edge
and witness me in flight
release me to the fog
and i'll vanish out of sight
but don't act foolish
lookin at me like the same
like if i fell and hit my head
somehow it effected my brain
indestructable, invincible
and you can bet i believe it
i only live in reality
and every day i seem to bleed it
so if you couldn't see it
i suggest you get your eyes checked
cause i don't feel like leaving
so baby i won't die yet
simply i'm not ready
i've got just a bit more planned
so if you'd let me, don't come get me
just because i'm in demand
do it out of desire
or at least just do what you feel
but i won't beg, i'm not a dog
so don't expect me to kneel
and what my mind will reveal
is something you couldn't handle
so don't act surprised
when i blow you out like a candle
i'm not lookin for scandal
or just a quickie to get my fix
i've only built a couple walls
and tripple stacked up the bricks
keepin my heart three stacks
i heard a wise man say to others
because i've seen the other side
leaving you drowned in the gutters
a flood of some foolery
has never been too new to me
so if you truly care
that's exactly how you'll get through to me