Clock: The Nememis

If the man is robbed blindy
of his dreams by the clock
Then when this is realized
more time will be lost to shock
after everything is lost
he will fight for it still
whatever he wanted
it would never be true until
he finally reached the end
the path sketched with pain
stained with tears forgotten
and blood rinsed by the rain
contortion parallel to earth
a motionless stare ahead
looking at what could've been
while it's looking at you dead.

Feeling Good

the only reason i'm writing
i heard a beat and i felt it
something more than interaction
when my mentals became melted
i see the flowers falling
gliding, almost like they were flying
more comfortable than lips to a blunt
while i'm layback reclining
melody and beat combining
got me feelin' on another level
if i'm asleep or wish i was
deal or none why don't we settle
feelin smoother than a petal
ripped last from the bulb
love really not in question
if another flower's pulled.

Crying Over Pros for No Reason

I close my eyes
and allow my mind's escape
to much pressure on my brain
and i feel it's bout to break
my pulse is an earthquake
all sound is tuned out
i sigh and reminisce
then think what to do now
before i make decisions
i meditate in thought
i see the face i once loved
a heart in the hand dropped
a smile of masterpiece
a laugh to charm a rage
a freedom that all imagine
a fear to break the cage
nothing as it seemed
now that my eyes are open
the brain is confused
and the heart feels broken
a loud ringing sounded
the eyes drip the salt
a hope that all could end
sure i must be at fault
a scream that could puncture
a pain with no drug
a false sense of security
a day with no love
everytime i think about
the events halting breathing
i find no point in crying
over pros for no reason.

Zombie rap (haha)

the year's 2012
im graduating from the grave
i broke thru the earth's surface
for only one purpose
not just a night
but the life of the living dead
i emerged from your mommas garden
not from under your bed
bust into your house
with a stagger kinda swagger
walkin like jack sparrow
ready to feast on bone marrow
mummified pharoh
ive come back from the depths
from the body im takin souls
while your body was takin steps
think you can get away?
but i tell you there's no escape
there are more dead than alive
and all of your blood we will take
a thirst you can't quench
a hunger you couldn't plenish
forever to scour the earth
find the true meaning of a menace
your nightmare's worst
leavin none alive unless you dead first
i want to eat brains
i'll squeeze your head til it bursts
yes my bones are cursed
contact with me is fatal
constant feedin essential
because my body's unstable

Two loves to one.

It's like if you had two girls
and wanted to be true to both
it's only a matter of time
before she cuts the others throat
til then you kissin her neck
because both you wanna protect
before you kiss one goodbye
and one goodnight with regret.

Todo es Nada

they told me to breathe deep
and express what i see in painting
i announced something different
they were waiting to hear the same thing
I threw them off balance
with what came from my lips
i used their mind as a target
and i emptied a couple clips
all they saw were hands
but i saw a message in the fists
one weak and one almighty
or maybe a hit and one miss
both looked the same
from any angle of the image
but in detail there's difference
life or death in a few inches

Saved on a rainy day

here's that rainy day
i fell asleep but it still stayed
actin like i had a task
some sort of part i had to play
i awoke and had to focus
quickly grab a pen to write this
and nothing can describe
the degree of how much i dont like this
to many things juggled at once
i get lost or i get side tracked
something knocked me to my feet
and im just tryna get my pride back
they told me this would happen
but i disagreed i told em please
that shit will never happen to me
you heard my words im too hot to freeze
best believed im sittin free
puttin together pieces so i can see
my knuckles bleed, i sow what i reap
so i keep spittin up seeds
ive no more greed to feed
so i relate to the unconcious
nonsense that i can hold on to
that's whatever that's left upon this
big ass rock i seem to live on
but it's more like i once did on
a sure bet, yes easy money
that even i forgot to bid on
something i lost my grip on
reality it had to be
something i was dreaming
and then i crashed right into gravity

Alcoholic.

as i sit back and reclude
and dig deep into my mind
i give some of my thought
because i only think in lines
one after another
but these lines you couldn't sniff
if you feel me, you're usin hands
if you smell me you took a wiff
so come wit me n take a hit
to my level you're just a blip
if you're used to rockin boats
get ready to rock a ship
we gone rock til it tips
and then we'll really be rollin
big or small numbers
i'm always in the middle like a colon
surround myself with time
if it's slippin or it's wasted
i suppose it is the music
cause every morning i gotta face it
if it was poison i would taste it
and i'm sure i'd probably like it
mental urges and temptations
i've no desire to fight it
so my style is free
because there's nothin holdin me back
drinkin til im sinkin
or until light fades to black
until i drown into a lap
i always clown and make em laugh
some have them on their shoulders
i got my devil under the cap.

Random thoughts that rhyme

drop me off of the edge
and witness me in flight
release me to the fog
and i'll vanish out of sight
but don't act foolish
lookin at me like the same
like if i fell and hit my head
somehow it effected my brain
indestructable, invincible
and you can bet i believe it
i only live in reality
and every day i seem to bleed it
so if you couldn't see it
i suggest you get your eyes checked
cause i don't feel like leaving
so baby i won't die yet
simply i'm not ready
i've got just a bit more planned
so if you'd let me, don't come get me
just because i'm in demand
do it out of desire
or at least just do what you feel
but i won't beg, i'm not a dog
so don't expect me to kneel
and what my mind will reveal
is something you couldn't handle
so don't act surprised
when i blow you out like a candle
i'm not lookin for scandal
or just a quickie to get my fix
i've only built a couple walls
and tripple stacked up the bricks
keepin my heart three stacks
i heard a wise man say to others
because i've seen the other side
leaving you drowned in the gutters
a flood of some foolery
has never been too new to me
so if you truly care
that's exactly how you'll get through to me

Can't find you in this desert.

constant reminders no one deserved
yet i bleed it with every word
fuck me if i can't sit back
and watch them peace out on a curb
this foolish care i seem to have
fuck it i'm sick of seeing you sad
the tears pierce me like bullets
or like blades too fast to grab
i seen the pain in those eyes
when they look up at me in disguise
the young man do what he will
and yet the mother cries still
i've seen it with my own two
i've lived it and i've grown through
mental struggles mixed with heart
simply ripping you from the start
so go ahead and put up another front
waste your time with another stunt
i've never stabbed them in the back
i always bring it to the front
my most sincere apologies
allow me to let my head leak
as long as your lips have life
don't bother allowing the dead speak
zombies do nothing but cry
and moan about where they lie
don't act like i'm a stranger
i've never been that kind of guy
everything in its right place?
almost except a puzzle piece missin
phone calls, text, direct effects
you're hearing but you won't listen
rip out a chunk of my head
stress enough to leave the less dead
cutting out all the stitches
cause they weighing me down lead
can you dig it?
no really are you a miner?
or just a minor layer of paint
easily changed without the primer
a simple chance to prove it
before i officially go and lose it
I know one thing never let me down
so volume up to the music.

Holes in My Head

watching you motionless as i
pecked out your stained glass eye
the hidden truths of reality were
revealed in answers after asked why
something within you held them
your lips held no motion
only held in place like statues
no sight of contraction or convoltion

the taste of your poison
lingers on my lips left dry
unable to create noise
this crippled flesh left to die
awake or not
slowly the incubi approach
coughing up nothingness
i begin to clench my throat

surrounded too quickly
all i can do is brace my own
as they all enter my being
and i feel them in the shake of my bone
in my wake i am alone
but i can feel something within
another joins in my voice
you can hear them if you listen

the hole on my head
reveals interaction through blood
stained on the walls of the room
much darker than the blackest mud
the wire that held it together
lies on the floor unbroken
my eyes turn to face the red
and witness destruction open

Paralysis

i look upon my hand
all before it stands superficial
my sight begins to fade and
in my ears beckons a whistle
all seems empty
but in the void i feel shaking
vision then reveals a blur
earth can sense my awaking
mentally broken i attempt
to center my mental complex
my balance thrown off by energy
electrons cannot continue process
all seems nonsense
but a struggle seems useless
the sweat in my eyes drips
fully sheilding what the truth is

Unleash the Hell Within

i heard what you said
but i just chose not to listen
cause when i speak my mind
all of a sudden you go missing
like i'm talkin to a wall
might as well be talkin to myself
cause wisdom never heard
is simple word never felt
all you speak is garbage
i guess your outside isn't reflecting
the inside filled with karnage
that you're so good at protecting
knowledge im soon collecting
no longer need to hurt yourself
let it flow from your inner hell
you can finally loosen your belt

Let Me Worry About What I Do

i felt the reality of life
when i first held it in my hand
crazy shit i found out
the fallen in my pocket coudn't understand
nothing works with a plan
maybe that's why they aren't here
so when i pour my drink on the floor
it's something more i hold dear
a breath from my lungs
is more than a chemical reaction
but i'll treat it like it is
reduce thought process to a fraction
that's what you expect from me
or at least what you express to me
like im lost with future extacy
you will never get the best of me

Inner Thought Transformed into Lovely Poetic

i need no direction
not lost; simply wandering
no not busy,
just need time alone for pondering
this fog brings life
to the dryness once thought dead
perhaps you're the one lost
in complication you willingly be-wed
lost or not
it seems you found something better
the best accident you've ever had
you looked for gold and found all the treasure
the only question that faces you now is
what are you going to do?
you can leave it to be discovered by someone else
or you can take what opportunity has given you
choice number one sounds foolish
until you take romantics into perspective
the hidden treasure meant for no one
no beholder of beautiful eyes collected
now onto the second choice
it seems to be the smarter of the two
but nothing sinks deeper than the blade
held by someone smarter than you
low comparison and high contrast
clearly meet their match with decision
just as action cannot rest
and only follows through with vision

Realizing Mechanics

Confrontation seems merely pointless
To the man whose focus is reading
Romanticism bonds with imagination
He feels no use to go on proceeding
Do not blame the book
Nor should the man take fault
Simple thought elimination
Displays outcomes of bitter salt
Possibilities are purely endless
Realistically possibilities end
There are no other chances
Either pess nor optimism send
Possibly it lies with choice
Simply expelled by pleasant voice
But I’m just a dreamer of the day
So I see wonders and hear noise

Happy Valentine's

I open up my eyes
after a long awaited rest
something here is different
a sleeping beauty to my left
her skin so soft
her movements so gentle
smells like angels ought to
she got me feeling mental
then she begins to stretch
it seems now she's awake
i pretend i am asleep
but then her lips touch my face
i reach for her cheek
and my lips touch her skin
tell her: your love is like an ocean
in which i love to swim
she's there when i awake
and there before i sleep
i see her in my dreams
i don't want to see her leave
and so it seems
that she feels the same way
naked, cup-cakin
love we be makin all day
no butterfly catchin
but them sparks always flying
she bite like sharks, leavin marks
and i never leave her crying
she never hear me lying
cuz all she deserve is truth
i mean it from the heart
so i spit it in the booth

every happy story
always got a sour twist
a girl like this dont exist
I'm not lying just unconvinced.
so happy valentine's
i hope its spent wit someone special
my valentine is alcohol
with a bit of heavy metal.

peace.

Growing Up

I've been doin' for me
since I noticed
nobody was doin' for them.

That must have been the same day
I first saw the man in the white coat.

At that age we always
act more foolish than we are,
simply to please those
who please us not.

Motor skills booming,
new discoveries,
so much to swallow
or take in so quickly.

An age where
the whole world is unfolding.
We see life as it should be.

We react with no remorse.
Easy decision molding,
never worried about what "could be"

We shy not from fear.
We make sure our voice is heard.

No matter if the speech is clear,
we fail not to scream every word.

We establish our own language
and pretend they can understand.
This way, they appear to be foolish
for not recognizing former dialect.

They think they are making progress
with mental development on demand,
but they never tried returning
back to the beginning i will bet.

Aloof

Now that I know the valley
where the sun seems to shine,
I raise my hand over the sun
and break the UV concentration.

A hand print of shade
rests over my eyes unblind.
My pupils grow
to reveal devastation.

I then notice
that i am in a new sort of area
i have never met before today.

I attempt to focus,
to breathe deep to calm histeria.
Alone, among rubble i lay.

Where am i?
What do i rest upon?
Why the fuck is the sun so bright?

I see nothing for miles.
The floor is sharper than jagged teeth.
I wish the sun would leave.

Go hide under the horizon!
Come back when my eyes are gone!
Send for the moon.

The sun abides
and leaves me to lay and await
the end, the eminent doom.

A white substance rises
from where the sun fell.
Wide eyed i stare.

An immaculate glow
rises so slow,
but for speed i do not care.

Where black remained:
Roy, G, and Biv
have dispersed over my head.

The moon is fully revealed.
I experience some sort of spazm.
The whites of my eyes become red.