Crying Over Pros for No Reason

I close my eyes
and allow my mind's escape
to much pressure on my brain
and i feel it's bout to break
my pulse is an earthquake
all sound is tuned out
i sigh and reminisce
then think what to do now
before i make decisions
i meditate in thought
i see the face i once loved
a heart in the hand dropped
a smile of masterpiece
a laugh to charm a rage
a freedom that all imagine
a fear to break the cage
nothing as it seemed
now that my eyes are open
the brain is confused
and the heart feels broken
a loud ringing sounded
the eyes drip the salt
a hope that all could end
sure i must be at fault
a scream that could puncture
a pain with no drug
a false sense of security
a day with no love
everytime i think about
the events halting breathing
i find no point in crying
over pros for no reason.