My Afterlife

everytime i think
life is like a double fold bet
it's too short, don't blink
you might catch a cold sweat
death is an old threat
fear is an old sickness
neither really matter
so i drop em with the quickness
the earth is my witness
and i am one with it
the only way we part
is if gravity was lifted
yet my flesh will one day die
in the earth my dust will lie
the wind may blow me around
but i will always end in the ground
until my words are found
and my mind will awaken
and will emerge from every surface
to absorb any interest taken

Wise Insanity

seep the blade deep
into the heart of the clouds
watch the blood trickle just a little
until the blade is pulled out
watch blood pour upon the whores
whom of which have no respect
you can tell of themselves
they can no longer recollect
in their blood money is kept
and is hidden in disguise
if you go fishing in the sea of red
you will find to your surprise

Blood runs thicker than paper
but both can bring demise
you can deal one through another
but both are deemed unwise

intoxicated melody can be your remedy

push the limit
i can be your kind of pivot
as long as i'm still breathin
i'm still down to kick it

i have life so i must live it
persuit of my own pleasure
the calculations, you can't measure
to find directions to my treasure

i can be pretty clever
so you can understand better
read every damned word
point for point, letter by letter

so i guess in this moment
your attention i seem to own it
maybe this is a waste
if it is then please condone it

your mind, i might blow it
wit recollections of this poet
if unacquainted, get to know me
if you got love for the art, show me

your mental field i can mow it
but only if you see it fit
for now you predit until i depict
the firmness of my grit

trust is a must
and loyalty gives you royalty
a friend can cause your end
certain actions display corporally

i keep my eyes on the prize
which for now is recognition
leave my body for ignition
cause my soul has no provisions

i can be anywhere, like pigeons
at any time or place
when life leaves you beaten
let me put a smile on your face

a bounce to your step
a twist to your waist
and only shared satisfaction
gets me higher than space.

Drip Drop

the water hits my face, from the sky
like pitter patter
against water i won't falter
so therefore it doesn't matter

i embrace the cold
cause the warmth hides behind it
i accept the discomfort
but comfort i seek to find it

time i can't rewind it
so i watch the passing of it
sometimes it takes time
so i always try to shove it

but it won't be pushed
so i embrace the rain
only cause it holds me back
holy shit i'm insane

hahahahaha.

but it's insanity
that keeps me breathing
keeps me from leaving
a beat is what i'm needing

to feel the bass beating
like my heart against my chest
you can feel it shake the ground
just put your senses to the test

time is free for your invest
as my time is pressed
forever it is limited
so time i do detest

emotion now unrepressed
as i fall like the water
if i land i hope i shatter
dreams don't come true, why bother

for some reason i still do
i just seem to disguise it
poetry drives the insanity
i seem now to realize it

but the words keep coming
like water from the cloud
i find violence in the silence
pardon me if i'm too loud

i can't find my mind
if it's not in the sky
i wait for it to fall like rain
until then it will fly.

smoke filled lungs

give me the fire
this right here won't light itself
for i need to breath
in this desease if nothing else
fuck my health
my eyes already breaking
lack of sleep, increase of thought
about mistakes that i am making
about the breathes i am taking
and what seems to float in air
i continue to break personal promise
i never thought i'd dare
i just don't seem to care
say what you must
the flame accompanies the cold
and i just want to bust
i just want to thrust
myself into fire
my mind lies to me always
so inhalation i desire
my insulation: expires
i gave most of it away
as i grasp the bit i have left
it refuses to stay
so i let go of the heat
and embrace the cold yet
there be any disagreement
of these thoughts that are set
don't take this as a threat
that's hardly what this be
i just want to turn fire to smoke
and let it be free.

flowing like a river of mud

living for myself
but also living to see a smile
just makes things easier
but that's not my style
i like to see others smile
makes it hard not to do the same
i find serenity in expression
so back up if you're a lame
not into playing games
so fuck it if that's our nature
the rules and the levels
created by time's legislature
i can't help it when i face her
the movements of my structure
i've got this kind of illness
so i use blades for acupuncture
almost like a dumpster
this world often disgusts me
i constantly wash off the dirt
because clean is what i must be
listen up and trust me
inevitability is killin me
catch a glimpse of my madness
but only if you're feelin me
the dark is stealing me
the cold's been healing me
all ducts have run dry
on every side, of the squealing sea
nothing really appeals to me
can't tell if it's supposed to
life's not all too serious
don't be surprised if i show you

Cold Fire

pour the fire down my throat
as i express every word wrote
one wish, that i be squished
but gravity jus let me float
every sound of a note
rings and lingers in my mind
images of death and life
can occur at the same time
sign on the dotted line
if agreed to the terms of death
speak your peace,
then proceed to breathe your last breath
don't fight it, just accept
the excited white light
even if yuh despise the bright
you still run from the night.

revelation of thought

blood, water and liquor
seem to keep me alive
and the water flows free
if you puncture me in the side
from the light i can't hide
but with the dark i can defeat
my destination is sought
and i'll be brought by my feet
whoever that i meet
i hope first that they see
through my eyes, life is lies
but maybe that's just me
on life i need to feed
my knuckles dry and they bleed
i sow what i reap
so i keep, spittin up seeds
as i cross the vast seas
of this life, that i live
i wish i couldn't wake
there's too much strife that i give
ashamed of the things i did
i wish i couldn't breathe
i don't think before i speak
and then i watch people leave
a man of excessive greed
que pasa contigo?
i'm sick of holding onto life
so i hope it lets me go
but i cannot be feeble
while my life slowly leak
destruction of self
i've almost made it to the peak.

secretion of completion

i'ma burden
i'm hurtin
all these people that i don't mean to
i seem to
always sting anything that i cling to
i've seen you
and you've seen me
walking streets aimlessly
alive or dead to the beats
but immortal to my feet
like nothing can defeat
i've paid the price of life
but lost my reciept
so i continue to write
and right my wrongs
through the use of songs
i stay high
but not through the use of bongs
i sink because i think too long
i cannot shrink, i will be strong
continue to grow like a lawn
i'm mystical like a faun
and i bring light to your life
like i was dawn
i am a spawn
of too much thought process
but i move on and be cautious
of anyone who watches
everyone is faultless
because we always blame something else
that's how things are delt
we don't give a fuck how others felt
i will hold you up like a belt
put us together and we melt
we can use up all our love
then collect dust upon a shelf
something like a memory
a smile is the remedy
a soft slow melody
is constantly rending me
and sending me
to a place i can't stand to be
something no one can hand to me
at least not on purpose
and anything portrayed is frayed
and left worthless
but rhyme is superfluous
you cannot stop the music
set flame to the fools
of that which abuse it
that only proves it
if you get absorbed by the bass
your mind, you cannot find
only because you lose it
and that's why i choose it
because my method stay critical
i'm not being egotistical
my mind stay the reciprocal
of anything that is pitiful
i will stay cynical
because everything is selfish
the only time we want help
is when we feel helpless
i've never felt this
this strange successful feeling
my flesh is only dead
because my thoughts are more appealing
this mental healing
is more than just dealing
it's stealing
and giving satisfaction
that plentiful meals bring
i'm no pinnochio
so i don't feel strings
the only thing i feel
is the attack, set back, by steel things
the sweat, it do reveal things
it perspire and then retire
but returns once again
if you get too close to the fire
but i aspire
to pour water on the flame
and see the smile of a crowd
that is easily entertained
and un-detained
by the media
self educated
without reading encyclopedias
but remains free to such
my life is un-sustained
just like i want
because i think too much
perhaps i drink too much
but that doesn't really matter
i'm a feind of noiseless chatter
i am bold, but not old
like a man with a small blatter
no one knows what i am after
and i don't know what i'm before
i love hearing the bass hit
like gravity against the floor
only a few things i adore
i wish to open some closed doors
my voice will some day pour out of headphones
like a forehead's sweat out of pores
i will always want more
because my mind is never satisfied
and that is why
i secretly love life
and my mind will never die.

blow it out my mind

un-apathetic, poetic rhymes
intertwine within my mind
complicated speech of mine
me breathing should be a crime
words in my mind combine
and produce complete destruction
from your life taking deduction
a mental eruption
you can't fuck with my thoughts construction
rhyme is my function
i detest interruption
i hate simple speech patterns
i stick to speech
like cups to suctions
no introductions
you should already know my name
and amusingly obliged
to tell you that i'm insane
that's more or less such
is much
controlled by the clutch
if you are never touched
all you will do is rust
i believe i must
rise above the crust
before i become crushed
and i turn into dust
a product of love and lust
i think that i just
easily trust.
thus,
i continue to breathe
and decieve
the ill-conceived
i live amongst the trees
pissin on birds and bees
i'm gettin green
just like the leaves
like you wouldn't believe
and i don't blame for it
but you should explore it
i've become less self-absorbed
so to those that be, i implore it
there is a room in my mental core
where i've stored this
but now the door is,
busted open and i can't close it
so i can't doze
it's hard to breathe through my nose
yet i exceed in my flows
and i can go
above and below,
just to show
that i can
not such a simple man
it's ok if you're confused
i've lit my fuse
like you will never understand
what i can stand
my rhymes are abundant
like the grains of the sand
i am one with the land
and the atmosphere
i can't be more clear
i embrace and adore other's fears
like the piercing of a spear
while you bleed from the ears
later the pain disappear
then i change gears,
change my direction
to the beats, i show affection
the i disect them
all these thoughts collected
leave me un-corrected
and un-effected
by the un-attentive
i've got the incentive
to never walk un-erected
i never worry
because i'm self-protected
greatness i've self-selected
my thoughts now perfected
through my critical methods.

undistilled

undistilled
you know i'm lyrically filled
i stay real
my thoughts cannot be killed
the liquor cannot be spilled
if it is,
its not by my will
my terror be shrill
you can feel
the stainless steel
against your grill
i fuck wit water like a mill
i pay for life's bills
and i give you thrills
while the cold give you chills
but still,
im an alcoholic
i stay metabolic
and if you see patterns
im symbolic
and im big like saturn
i light the night sky like the moon
this eminent doom
it consume and it resume
to fuck me up by noon
if i'm not gone,
i will be soon.
but i bring life
cause im not afraid of death
everyday that i'm alive
i could take my last step
i accept this concept
except takin what's left
i take respect
like domino effects
i love to sleep and sex
but i hate what happens next
in my mental complex
the sentinel of threat
then my eyes sweat
only because i let
it through my mindset
but what i dread,
is seeing a single thread
of her hair upon my bed,
but instead,
seeing this stranger
entangled within my sheets
she wants all of my love
and she don't want me to leave
like i can warm her cold feet
fuck the calm before
i am the storm
that never depletes,
you cannot defeat
yet you be put to sleep
and never wake
life becomes a dream
that seem
filled with mistakes
and like the earth you quake
and you shake
and then break
into pieces that i take
and crush into flakes.
i hate hitting the breaks
because i like to go faster
and break you apart like plaster
like i was the mental master
then watch you shatter
living for things that don't matter
asking "what comes after?"
don't worry, i got the answer
absolutley nothing yuh silly bastard.

flammable saliva

i got 99 problems
i won't bitch about one
i live on this earth
and the earth live under the sun
i'll leave when i'm done
so that mean i'm never gone die
too smart to be dumb
so that mean i'm never gone cry
i'm never gone lie
to someone who need the truth
watch 'em put a hole in ya mouth
and watch you bleed through the tooth
i see you aloof
cause you can't follow the real
too consumed like baby ruth
cause you swallowed the pill
i hollowed the steel
and put it to the dome
of the fools and watch
them burn like calogne
who sit on them thrones
who sayin them 'thangs'
and playin them games
i'm playin them lames
cuz i'm stayin the same
i refuse to change
i'm stayin insane
i'm heavin the pain
and leavin them stained
with the dirt where they reside
a man of many words
but with action i reply

engulfed by the night

i used to run from imagination
but now i’ve freed it
i’ve let go of all fear
because it’s clear, i don’t need it
best believe it
i got nothing to lose
life is filled wit decisions
that i easily choose
it’s easily proved
i’m uneasily moved
the world is filled wit fools
that easily misconstrue
anything that the sun do
it delivers the weak sight
who only know where to run to
only if it’s not night
get it right
time never sleep, neither will i
i’ll make yo clock stop
wit what you see wit ya eye
the evil inside
no longer enslaved
like brail in my mind
these rhymes are engraved
permanantly displayed
ready to bust my brain
overflow of intelligence
just trust i’m insane
you can’t detain
me from my existence
on paper my words lain
and continue wit consistence

Undead Mind

it’s too late
like zombie i awake
in search of flesh
becuz from it i escaped
with death i relate
and i will never return
i lay my body on the fire
i’m just lettin me burn
and lettin me learn
what others can’t understand
the sweet blood runneth bland
through the soil of the land
i realize i’m in command
and what i demand
you know i grab
wit cashflow flowin through my hand
yes i can and
i will continue
while the beat race
and the bass flow within you
on fire like a hindu
pour my ash into the Ganges (gan-jeez)
i seek truth
but don’t resist evil like Gandhi
the soul doddy
only cuz i want it to
i spit this real shit
so you know my sonnet true
and i spawn it too
so you not lost in confusion
the illusion of life
feeds off it’s own delusion

Incarnate Night

a sigh from the lungs
feel the breath escape
gravity seems increased
as the mind devastates
eyelids like drapes
to hide the vision of light
let slumber take over
just out of spite
no fight
just to make it seem easy
enter a land of wonder
let my body just leave me
perceive me
i see myself lurking
try to tell me to stop
but nothing i do is working
falling into a trap
an ambush i don’t see
but i seem to anticipate
the shadows around me
profound to me
but i let them attack
the blood leaks from the chest
it’s the color is black
a swift strike back
and shadows turn into dust
the blood swims down my body
until it dries like crust
i believe it must
but it continues to run
i try to slow the flow
but it cannot be done
the wound opens wider
and births a bright sun
the illuminate melts the moon
infused with the sky as one
my eyes drip down my face
like melting plastic
they fall into the ocean
as liquid becomes mastic
the epitome of drastic
my body falls into sand
as it sinks through the surface
and becomes one with the land.

Moonlit Creation

cut the power off
im writing while you sleep
i rob your energy blind
with every word i speak
listen to my creep
yes, im young and im restless
every body see everything
but nobody confesses
never get the less
im always grabbin the most
i'm not even naive
i'm too good to not boast
i live in the west coast
where sunny days is too often
purple smoke in our lungs
so we stay coughin
put your body in a coffin
and your skin turn cold
rebellion is what i'm sellin
never listen to what we told
never out sold
and we never sellin out
stay true to the grave
listen to what im tellin bout
i am what i am
a dirty money maker
every step shakes the earth
like ima earthquaker
im ice cold
cuz im cooler than cool
knock a mutha fucka out
for actin a fuckin fool
i talk wit a tool
that's called my one's and two's
to me pain don't exist
so i got nothing to lose
alcohol abuse
i break bottles on yuh head
leave you on the floor twitchin
while i rob you of yuh bread
every word that is said
results in your fatality
i look down on those around me
something like principality
you believe in fallacy
if your mind is weak
take you out of my galaxy
with these rhymes that's evil bleak
watch the blood leak
from every pore of your skin
my blood runs thicker
than the rivers of my sins
your flesh is thin
so it's easy to cut open
mentally send you imagery
with every word ive spoken
money is the token
that get you from A to B
if yuh pockets is touchin
green is what you need to see
and fill yuh pockets with it
i write on what i live
so it's real when i spit it
the beat is raw when i hit it
my mind easily split it
in two different ways
and both you know i git it
only cuz hard work is paid
off
every letter that i write
is displayed raw
i rip you apart with my jaw
at least with what it delivers
after i stop speakin
i leave yuh body with the shivers
never rushing like rivers
but my flows got the current
my words soil your mind
like pants wit stains of urine
what im assuring
is that im never gonna leave
i got all these rhymes in my mind
like you wouldn't believe.

Illuminated flame that don’t diminish

im an illuminated flame
that dont diminish
awake and insane
sent electrons through my brain
never contained
im more than what you figured
apethetic to pain
the liquor leave its stain in my vein
i can make it rain
and thunder on yuh parade
wit what i display
break down yuh fuckin barracade
my hands can't not make money
so im always gettin paid
a pirate to trade
hot like the devil portrayed
im on a higher level everyday
what can i say
im tryna hear my records play
outt of the speakers in yuh room
hearin em boom all day
i burn rhymes like clay
that is carefully formulated
demonstrated
with rhythmical rhymes that i made
to hate's dismay
i love most things that breathe
everyday better than the last
until my body leave
my mind steady relieved
hearin a simple beat
run through my being
from my head to my feet
something you can't defeat
im like uncooked meat
raw and need to stay icy
i weight cause me to be pricy
don't try to intice me
all methods of such are purposeless
sometimes i twist words
lemme know if u nurticed it
i murders "it"
everytime my mouth open
superfluous shit is spit
when it shoulda been wroten

business never finished

first put on the headphones
and compose a simple rif
transform a loop into circle
roll the purple in the spliff
take a simple hit
then get back on the track
i drop everything at once
then i hit it wit the clap
i bring the beat back
the bass pulse through my vein
my fingers hit the keys
sends electrons to my brain
close my eyes and drift
go to my place of reign
where my mind can lift
where it's sunny while it rains
and no one feels pain
my mental state of residence
the bass shake me awake
something like renascence
listen to my eloquence
a masterpiece of words
written in my mind
to make me fly like a bird
like nothing ive ever heard
so i combine the two together
the bass and hi-hat
flow with every single letter
like nothing could be better
and my rhymes will never finish
play it from my speakers
and everytime i feel replenished.