flowing like a river of mud

living for myself
but also living to see a smile
just makes things easier
but that's not my style
i like to see others smile
makes it hard not to do the same
i find serenity in expression
so back up if you're a lame
not into playing games
so fuck it if that's our nature
the rules and the levels
created by time's legislature
i can't help it when i face her
the movements of my structure
i've got this kind of illness
so i use blades for acupuncture
almost like a dumpster
this world often disgusts me
i constantly wash off the dirt
because clean is what i must be
listen up and trust me
inevitability is killin me
catch a glimpse of my madness
but only if you're feelin me
the dark is stealing me
the cold's been healing me
all ducts have run dry
on every side, of the squealing sea
nothing really appeals to me
can't tell if it's supposed to
life's not all too serious
don't be surprised if i show you