revelation of thought

blood, water and liquor
seem to keep me alive
and the water flows free
if you puncture me in the side
from the light i can't hide
but with the dark i can defeat
my destination is sought
and i'll be brought by my feet
whoever that i meet
i hope first that they see
through my eyes, life is lies
but maybe that's just me
on life i need to feed
my knuckles dry and they bleed
i sow what i reap
so i keep, spittin up seeds
as i cross the vast seas
of this life, that i live
i wish i couldn't wake
there's too much strife that i give
ashamed of the things i did
i wish i couldn't breathe
i don't think before i speak
and then i watch people leave
a man of excessive greed
que pasa contigo?
i'm sick of holding onto life
so i hope it lets me go
but i cannot be feeble
while my life slowly leak
destruction of self
i've almost made it to the peak.