undistilled

undistilled
you know i'm lyrically filled
i stay real
my thoughts cannot be killed
the liquor cannot be spilled
if it is,
its not by my will
my terror be shrill
you can feel
the stainless steel
against your grill
i fuck wit water like a mill
i pay for life's bills
and i give you thrills
while the cold give you chills
but still,
im an alcoholic
i stay metabolic
and if you see patterns
im symbolic
and im big like saturn
i light the night sky like the moon
this eminent doom
it consume and it resume
to fuck me up by noon
if i'm not gone,
i will be soon.
but i bring life
cause im not afraid of death
everyday that i'm alive
i could take my last step
i accept this concept
except takin what's left
i take respect
like domino effects
i love to sleep and sex
but i hate what happens next
in my mental complex
the sentinel of threat
then my eyes sweat
only because i let
it through my mindset
but what i dread,
is seeing a single thread
of her hair upon my bed,
but instead,
seeing this stranger
entangled within my sheets
she wants all of my love
and she don't want me to leave
like i can warm her cold feet
fuck the calm before
i am the storm
that never depletes,
you cannot defeat
yet you be put to sleep
and never wake
life becomes a dream
that seem
filled with mistakes
and like the earth you quake
and you shake
and then break
into pieces that i take
and crush into flakes.
i hate hitting the breaks
because i like to go faster
and break you apart like plaster
like i was the mental master
then watch you shatter
living for things that don't matter
asking "what comes after?"
don't worry, i got the answer
absolutley nothing yuh silly bastard.